crossroads
im really really confused.
ever so oft whn i think i have the trump, life plays me a fool.why?
i guess that yea its for us to remember to lean on Him. but dont you think its rather cruel. to dangle hope in front of someone. and then snatch it away?
urghs. but then again who am i to question Gods will right. His ways are infinitely higher than mine. and His will is always for the best. it is never ever to harm us. in fact its meant to give us hope.
so i shall cling on to that hope and press on. even though i dont really know where im going. goodness grievious me. bleahs.
ohwells. God has always been very good to me. besides all i have belongs to Him. if He wants to take it back then so be it. i probably dont deserve all i have now anyway.
perhaps gambling makes an ill fit ; me thinks juggling is more the glove.